A SCOTS ‘Barbie Girl’ has told how she almost died trying to achieve her dream — of having the world’s biggest boobs.
Amanda Love, 47, has spent hundreds of thousands of pounds on cosmetic surgery, including enormous breasts filled with 5,500 cubic centimetres of implants.
But the mum of four, from Cumbernauld, is now back to her natural 30B cup size for the first time in decades after a medical emergency almost killed her.
Recalling how her nightmare ordeal began in April, Amanda said: “I started noticing a rash in the middle of my breast. Then I saw a hole that got bigger and bigger. It got to 3cm wide and you could see the implant.
“I had to get an ambulance to hospital. They said a ‘foreign object’ was causing the problem.”
The former hairdresser, who rakes in cash from pics posted on the OnlyFans website, left the hospital while gravely ill to fly to her regular surgeon in Belgium.
She added: “By the time I got to BeClinic the hole was 4cm and I had a fever and sepsis.
“The doctors there were really shocked and concerned. I could not walk and my speech was away. I looked like I was dying.”
The model was devastated to have her infected implants removed in an op to save her life.
At the time she had the world’s fourth-biggest boobs and wanted to keep getting bigger.
Amanda has also gone under the knife for facelifts, tummy tucks and a Brazilian Butt Lift.
Her idol was Baywatch icon Pamela Anderson, 58 — famous for her blonde hair and curves.
She said previously: “I wanted to look like her. And when I was younger I’d play with Barbie dolls and used to play at being a Barbie.
“I’ll never stop having surgery. It’s my goal to look plastic.”
But now Amanda hates looking in the mirror and plans to return to Belgium for another boob job.
She accepts, though, she’ll have to go smaller than she’d like.
The mum said: “It’s the first time I’ve not had implants since I was a teenager. I feel like I’m waking up in a different body.
“They look disgusting and I feel like an old granny.”
Amanda added: “I now don’t like going out as everyone is talking about me, ‘That’s the girl whose boobs burst.’
“People do say I look better without them. But I won’t be stopping the facelifts. I always see stuff in the mirror that other people don’t.”
Deadly ops risk

EXCESSIVE plastic surgery has been linked to a range of health risks.
Infections are said to affect up to 2.5 per cent of those who have the likes of breast augmentation.
Other issues can include blood loss and nerve damage.
Organ damage can prove fatal after procedures such a liposuction. And blood clots, which can travel to the lungs, are five times more likely for people who have multiple procedures rather than only one.