Noel Sullivan shot to overnight fame in Hear’Say but has revealed his short-lived 00s fame wasn’t all glitz and glamour, and he had a huge struggle behind the scenes.
The Welsh singer, 44, was selected for the band alongside Myleene Klass, Kym Marsh, Suzanne Shaw and Danny Foster on talent show Popstars back in 2001.
However, the band didn’t stand the test of time and split up in 2002 – just 20 months after their formation, and Noel has now looked back on that turbulent time in his life.
Now living a quieter live working as a theatre actor, Noel admitted his brief stint as a pop star aged 19 wasn’t all it was cracked up to be.
Unlike his famous counterparts, Noel chose a life away from fame with his husband James and now focuses on his theatre ventures, though he still documents his personal life on his public Instagram page.
Though he’s come to terms with his difficult time in the spotlight, Noel said joining Hear’Say damaged him because he was forbidden from discussing his sexuality.
Noel Sullivan says he was ‘damaged’ by his time in Hear’Say and revealed he felt like he was ‘chucked back into the closet’ after being forbidden from discussing his sexuality
The singer shot to fame in 2001 on Popstars, where he was selected for the pop band alongside Myleene Klass, Kym Marsh, Suzanne Shaw and Danny Foster
In a new interview with Heat magazine , Noel looked back on the ‘wild’ time he had in the band after being catapulted into the limelight
The Pure and Simple hitmaker revealed he felt like he was ‘chucked back into the closet’ and it wasn’t until many years later in 2017 that he publicly came out as gay.
He told Heat magazine: ‘It was really mad. It was lifetime ago. I can look back at it with fond memories now, but it took while to sort through the damage. But I’m here and I survived.’
Noel, who is now happily married to his husband James, had kept his sexuality under wraps at the time and admitted he was ordered to not speak about it.
He explained: ‘I was 19, 20 years old at the time, so at an age when I should be exploring who I am.
‘To be boxed back up and chucked back in the closet was a damaging experience for me, it took a lot of time to find some resolution to that and not feel guilty or shameful because of it.’
In fact, it was many years before he publicly came out as gay, only taking to Instagram in 2017 to address the years of being told to stay quiet about his sexuality.
At the time, he shared a photograph of him and his husband James on his birthday and ahead of their six-month wedding anniversary.
Discussing homosexuality being decriminalised 50 years earlier, he wrote: ‘I can’t express my gratitude enough to those who sacrificed everything, to give us the freedom we enjoy.’
The Pure and Simple hitmaker, 44, has revealed it’s taken him time to ‘sort through the damage’ of being in the group
Noel, who is happily married to his husband James, had kept his sexuality under wraps at the time and admitted he was ordered to not speak about it
He then discussed how he had been told to keep his sexuality a secret throughout his career, admitting he was left ‘ruined’ by his stint on Popstars.
‘As a 19 year old, I was told to shut up about my sexuality. If I wanted a career, I had to be something else. Silent. It ruined me,’ he recalled.
‘No one was held accountable for the years of depression and self abuse that followed. It got to the point where I felt like I couldn’t speak out anymore because my time in the spotlight had passed and I assumed no one would care.
‘It was a turbulent time but I took solace in my family and in theatre. Without the crazy, beautiful, supportive and talented people I worked with, lived with and performed for, I could never have found myself.
‘After years of self doubt I finally feel free to say what I need to. Free to let go of the past, free to love myself. But most importantly, free to love. Thank you.’
Following his turbulent and short-lived stint in the spotlight, Noel shunned fame in favour of a quieter career, though he has not left the entertainment industry all together.
Working as an actor, the Cardiff-born star has appeared in a string of TV roles including Russell T Davies’ series Years and Years and BBC drama Ordinary Lies.
He also starred as Marcus Howell in soap opera Doctors and appeared in Call The Midwife’s 2021 Christmas special, though he now focuses more on his theatrical ventures.
Unlike his famous counterparts, Noel chose a life away from fame with his husband James and now focuses on his theatre ventures, though he still documents his personal life on Instagram
While Noel now focuses his attention on theatre and his theatrical education company and is set to play King Charles III in the drag musical The Diana Mixtape
Noel has become a successful musical theatre star and has starred on the West End in many leading roles, including as Galileo in We Will Rock You and Danny Zuko in Grease.
He also led the cast as Dewey Finn in School of Rock, but looked unrecognisable after putting on two stone for the role because he ‘didn’t want to wear a fat suit on stage‘.
More recently, Noel has been busy running his theatrical education company and is set to play King Charles III in the drag musical The Diana Mixtape.
Despite stepping back from fame, Noel didn’t appear opposed to reuniting with his former Hear’Say bandmates and revealed they tried to plan a 20th anniversary reunion.
However, the idea never got off the ground and Noel hasn’t spoken to his former band members ‘in a long time’, choosing to remain away from fame – unlike his former bandmates, presenter Myleene, 47, and actress Kym, 49.
Speaking about his life away from the limelight, Noel candidly added: ‘I don’t have to deal with the trappings of fame.
‘I can move around day to day, I can get on the Tube while working in this amazing environment.’
Though the band was short-lived, Hear’Say’s first single, Pure And Simple, became the fastest-selling record in British pop history and their debut album went straight to the top of the charts.
Noel admitted Hear’Say did plot a reunion for its 20th anniversary but it ‘never got off the ground’ and hasn’t spoken to his former band members ‘in a long time’
They even met the Queen when they starred at a Royal Variety performance.
However, they were soon plagued by rumours of furious rows between the band members – and Kym quit the group.
Johnny Shentall replaced her, with the group releasing flop single, Lovin Is Easy.
In October 2002, the band announced they were going their separate ways with Noel, Myleene, Suzanne, Danny and Johnny telling The Sun that their lives had been made hell by abuse in the street and jeers when they performed.
Danny told the newspaper: ‘We have had enough. The public make you and break you.’
Myleene added: ‘Nobody deserves what we went through.’
Suzanne revealed: ‘It’s a fad thing, a novelty – it’s like a pair of trainers, one minute they’re in and the next minute they’re out.’
